Time's passing by and so is my life line coming nearer to the finale!!
When most of my peers have happily found out their better or the other halves, I am still sunk in deep waters frantically searching for the one!!
Its not that I have not been in Love.....
Love...Might be quite not a term which would be defined by me...for I believe, had I been in it in real, I would not have suffered this state of permanant grief...A grief which suddeny pops out of nowhere and shatters me to the core.....
Whats love? Whats the feeling of belonging to someone? Whats the feeling of being complete? How is it to be in love?
Is it only pain that the romantics seek, is it the physical satisfaction or the morale support....No guesses from me....Had I been in love, why would I have been deserted, why would I be sitting alone tonight and writing this.....(sigh)....
I am 26 now....how long will it take for me to be 27, 28,29,......will love cross my path by then? How much time would I have on hand to spend with him?....if not eternity lies ahead?
Had been reading the ever so romantic and hyped Human-Vampire love story series "The Twilight Saga".........Is love found in inhuman conditions too? Like some vampire....
However imposible and maddening it might seem, my longing for love...my desperation has come to a stage where I would even take a Vampire for a lover...want to be "unconditionally and irrevocably" in love....Want him to love me back equally strong...untill eternity, for forever.........
Tonight, when am typing this post...a pray goes out to anyone sitting above.....Bring me closer to death if death is being with him....bring me close to my eternal love....may be in a vampire :))
